I could be wrong about this. I think I should type it up here and let others assess and give me some input. I texted my girlfriend this afternoon, and she replied with a pleasantry. Then I asked her how her day was. She replies an hour later with "Sorry I didn't mean to ignore you. Let's text later so I can devote more attention to texting you". Honestly I felt hurt, but I said "Okay". Then I go on facebook because I didn't have much else to do, and I hate boredom. I see that she has updated her status. Apparently she has time to post a location update, but she has no time to text small talk with me. As someone who had high hopes for this relationship, and someone who has been hurt too much in the past, I am just done. If I find out she is cheating on me, there is no going back. She and I can never reconcile, never be friends, and never even be in the same location without a bitter resentment towards her. And while I would hope she isn't cheating on me, the nagging back of my brain is screaming at me that she is. If she doesn't have time for me, I can understand. But I will move on from that if it is the case. You shouldn't make a relationship when you don't have the time or the capacity to devote yourself to another human being and share lives.
Peace be with you all, comments that are helpful and relevant will be accepted graciously. Blessed Be.
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